| //Cutting ends\\ |
[31 Aug 2006|12:57pm] |
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Crossroads - Bone Thugz |
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A fresh new start ... that's always been the plan. 400something texts - wiped out. Photos of stale reminders - gone. "Friends" - chucked and plucked. A new beginning is all about trimming old ends baby... and welcoming a foundation for new growth...
Maybe short hair isn't for me and maybe the world isn't cut out for war. Never question life and its ways ;) Always remember.. the winds are wise. The great Embrace sings, "You have to follow nature's law."
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| //Are you listening, G?\\ |
[30 Aug 2006|10:00pm] |
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Separuh hidupku - Titi Dj |
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I'm beginning to seriously think that in order to truly be me, I have to be alone. I can't do this anymore; I can't put my life on hold but I want to change the world for you and me.This plan I am working on is going swell so far. It seems pretty solid and I think I can begin to reconstruct my life so that it resmebles the only time I've ever been content inside. But... that is my little secret~
O man. A week of sleepless nights does nothing great to the mind but tonight the stars are finally singing a lullaby. Thank god! So until tomorrow my babies... Good malam.
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| //Scarred with ink\\ |
[29 Aug 2006|02:35am] |
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Million miles - Rihanna |
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My red oyster arrived this morning and brought me veryy beautiful gifts. Thank you <3 After instantly wrapping it around my wrist I was hit by a strange and sudden realization. Everything that I have ever locked around and put on my wrist, fingers, ears, my neck, my ankle... is a piece of magic given to me by the special ones. Mm. I don't/never buy any for me.
___And a young red oyster overlooks.
And here is my thought. Each is like a temporary tattoo with a permenant scar and untold tale. Fragments of grafitti inks crafted into one final masterpiece. Mine, all mine and beautiful clockwork memories forever they shall be~
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| //Isn't she lovely\\ |
[26 Aug 2006|06:19am] |
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Water runs dry - Craig David |
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Thank you for the drunken email. It ROCKED baby.
Have you ever met someone so mind-blowing that she was able to dominate her own power to make anyone/everyone fall in love with her without slightly bending the aptitude of her beauty? ...Someone who used her mentality to its optimum level as a fearless weapon to captivate not only hearts but minds of others and does so, so easily? ...Someone so breathtakingly flawless in your eyes that her delicate words, touch, move, footstep sprinkled toxic droplets of envy and insecurity to other beings around her? ...Someone you've thrown in to your mystery box while you struggled to gain understanding of how and why she was the light that shone in his eyes and not you ...when at the same time the answer just screamed "FUCKINGPERFECTION"?
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| //Are the images in the entry showing?\\ |
[24 Aug 2006|08:41pm] |
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Strong enough - Stacie Orrico |
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 I've always thought it was a dumb move for him to pick me in the first place. I'm not special. Never was. Never will be. He just makes me believe I am. Wouldn't it be sick when he breaks my heart after he finally realizes that I am not. I think yes.
I've been catching up with a dear friend of mine and its really nice to know that he's doing well with his gf. What's even nicer is that we can actually talk about our relationships so openly and comfortably now which used to be a bit of a problem before due to... very complicated reasons. But yes ladies, he's a taken man now, sorry! Lol.
Oh yeah. I've decided to not take my laptop back with me when I leave simply because I think that it will add to a lot of hassle plus I've got others back home to use as a replacement so everything will work out better than fine. I wanted to do a major cleanup before turning it over in to Mama's hands and looking back on all the pictures, music, logs, notes that my laptop has manage to collect over the past year brought back many many many bittersweet memories. Its funny how little things in life like a simple chat log can bring back a specific feeling from a specific recorded moment in time of what I now call the past. Its even funnier how we struggle sometimes to label a familiar face with the right name... but that one distant song can easily take you back to a very clear-cut memory... in just a heartbeat. Memories have a funny way of coming back to you. Sometimes we question its timing... don't we.
And she calls me "Superstar" <3
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| //Restricted area\\ |
[22 Jun 2005|10:49pm] |
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Cool - Gwen Stefani |
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I started out on the wrong foot
Now i'm not myself
I am Jekyll, I am Hyde
Found this place to hide
Come seek me
You have entered a FRIENDS ONLY ZONE. There are waaay too many yapping mouths out there for me to handle- I can deal with just a few friends. Ones that know how to keep certain things on the low, perhaps? *Wink*
Xoxo,
Iyra
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